Your resource for kinky education, personal exploration, and images.

  • Master/slave Mastery - Protocols
  • Is THAT what they meant?
  • BDSM Mastery - Basics
  • BDSM Mastery - Relationships
  • Master/slave Mastery
  • Master/slave Mastery - Advanced
ms protocol Focusing the intent of your relationship

Author(s):
Robert J. Rubel Ph.D.
M. Jen Fairfield

Buy from Amazon

In the US and would like a signed copy Buy Direct

This book is a map to help others design their own personal protocols. It is a book that provides countless tips and

Read More
communications A book of practical communication insights

Author(s):
Robert J. Rubel Ph.D.
M. Jen Fairfield

Buy from Amazon

In the US and would like a signed copy Buy Direct  

Many of our adult behaviors are largely invisible to us because they’re accepted and supported by our culture. It doesn’t occur

Read More
bdsmmastery basics your guide to play, parties, and scene protocols

Author(s):
Robert J. Rubel Ph.D.
M. Jen Fairfield

Buy from Amazon

In the US and would like a signed copy Buy Direct

This is not a book that explains what BDSM is, this is a book that explains what BDSM is all

Read More
bdsm mastery relationships a guide for creating mindful relationships for Dominants and submissives

Author(s):
Robert J. Rubel Ph.D.
M. Jen Fairfield

Buy from Amazon

In the US and would like a signed copy Buy Direct

This is a book about relationships. Adventuresome relationships. Relationships that are not exactly like vanilla relationships. BDSM relationships

Read More
ms mastery updated Updated handbook of concepts, approaches and practices

Author(s):
Robert J. Rubel Ph.D.
M. Jen Fairfield

Buy from Amazon

In the US and would like a signed copy Buy Direct

As you learn more about M/s structures, you will learn that unlike the popularized version in which the slave’s primary reason-for-being

Read More
master slave mastery advanced Refining the fire—ideas that matter

Author(s):
Robert J. Rubel Ph.D.
M. Jen Fairfield

Buy from Amazon

In the US and would like a signed copy Buy Direct

In my view, the Master/slave dynamic provides an almost unique opportunity for a like-minded couple to design a magical life for themselves… so

Read More

“The greatest enemy of knowledge is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge.”

Stephen Hawking
Personal Exploration and Discovery
Bob's Personal Journey

photo 11 the family

Renee (my second wife, far right) had been able to accept Karen as Mistress. Master/slave was a foreign land so far as our marriage was concerned, and I was fascinated with it from the start.  What Mistress offered was not threatening to our own relationship.

That was not the case once Mindi entered the picture.  From the first night that Mindi spent at our house after the fire play class, she knew.  

Renee was only marginally interested in BDSM; she was not at all interested in M/s. This all came to a head and she moved out in the summer of 2005. Actually, she moved about six blocks away.


NOTE: I sold all the shop equipment and have rather lost touch with the lathe, lathe tools, and a very special collection of exotic hardwood blocks. I suppose that in 2016 those blocks of wood are unattainable in the US.  One was lingum vitae and one was coco bolla.  The coco bolla was probably 8” square x 30”.  I suppose it weighed 30+ pounds. The lingum wasn’t much smaller; it was a jade-color. They were always too valuable to cut up to turn. I wasn’t quite that good on the lathe.  I “loaned” that stuff to someone who lives near Houston who now doesn’t return my emails.  I could force the issue, but haven’t.

In 2006, Brenna, Mindi, and I moved in together in an apartment in Austin.

The three of us moved to Panama in January, 2009.

Mistress had to return early because of her son’s health.

Mindi and I returned the following December.

Renee still lives in the same space, blocks from our home together. I remain in close touch with her.

Presentation Experiences
Conferences
I don’t want to write blogs only about all the conferences we attend, however, this one was particularly fun because of our “Playing Hard with a Lady”...
Personal Exploration and Discovery
Bob's Personal Journey
Jen's Personal Journey
Thoughtful Stuff
Relating to Books
Writing Books
This book is a map to help others design their own personal protocols.  It is a book that provides countless tips and techniques for Masters so t...

Please enter the email address associated with your User account. Your username will be emailed to the email address on file.